The Nut

Ever heard about the word.
Ever knew how to handle the feeling.
Most wonderful is the longing.
The fear of your meeting.
All the what ifs and how and when.

Does he respect me, does he really need....no. Don't say it.
Am I the one for him, is he really good for me.
All these questions are torturing me.
Every day.

Afraid of what to say, what to do.
How to react if he's not what I've expected.
I already like him. Too much.
Dangerous feelings, naughty thoughts.